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[ Sun. - October 23, '05
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wow i ahvent talked in here a while , jsut comment in here if u read this, ight peace
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[ Tue. - August 30, '05
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Tuesday 08-16-05 Home ***Practice*** ALUMNI STADIUM 8:00AM -- -- -- Friday 08-19-05 Home Alumni Game -- 7:00PM -- -- -- Tuesday 08-23-05 Home Scrimmage-DCDS, L.O., Univ. Liggett -- 3:00PM -- -- -- Friday 08-26-05 Home RAINBOW CLASSIC -- 4:00PM -- -- -- Friday 08-26-05 Home RAINBOW CLASSIC -- 5:30PM -- -- -- Saturday 08-27-05 Home BROTHER RICE H.S. ALUMNI STADIUM 12:00PM -- -- -- Monday 08-29-05 Home ***Practice*** ALUMNI STADIUM 6:00PM -- -- -- Tuesday 08-30-05 Home RAINBOW CLASSIC -- 6:00PM -- -- -- Tuesday 08-30-05 Home RAINBOW CLASSIC -- 7:30PM -- -- -- Monday 09-05-05 Home ***Practice*** ALUMNI STADIUM 6:00PM -- -- -- Tuesday 09-06-05 Home GABRIEL RICHARD, RV -- 7:30PM -- -- -- Thursday 09-08-05 Away BISHOP FOLEY H.S. -- 7:00PM -- -- -- Thursday 09-15-05 Away SHRINE -- 5:30PM -- -- -- Saturday 09-17-05 Home Soccer Tourney-NDP, Flint Powers, Frankenmuth -- 11:30AM -- -- -- Tuesday 09-20-05 Home BISHOP FOLEY H.S. -- 7:30PM -- -- -- Saturday 09-24-05 Away GABRIEL RICHARD, RV -- 12:30PM -- -- -- Tuesday 09-27-05 Away DETROIT COUNTRY DAY H.S. -- 7:30PM -- -- -- Saturday 10-01-05 Away OXFORD H.S. -- 12:00PM -- -- -- Tuesday 10-04-05 Home SHRINE -- 7:30PM -- -- -- Thursday 10-06-05 Home CHSL 1/4 Final -- 7:00PM -- -- -- Saturday 10-08-05 Away BIRMINGHAM SEAHOLM HS -- 2:00PM -- -- -- Monday 10-10-05 Home CHSL SEMI FINAL -- 5:30PM -- -- -- Monday 10-10-05 Home CHSL SEMI FINAL -- 7:00PM -- -- -- Wednesday 10-12-05 Home CHSL CHAMPIONSHIP -- 7:00PM -- -- -- Saturday 10-15-05 Home BEVERLY HILLS GROVES HS -- 2:30PM -- -- -- Tuesday 10-18-05 Home LUTHERAN NORTH H.S. -- 7:30PM -- -- -- Monday 10-24-05 Away MHSAA DISTRICT -- TBA -- -- -- Tuesday 11-01-05 Away MHSAA Regionals -- TBA -- -- -- Saturday 11-05-05 Away MHSAA Finals -- TBA -- -- --
myu soccer schedule
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[ Sun. - August 28, '05
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hey wuts up everyone! i havent updated in here in while.so lets c wuts been happening. i have been a lot of soccer lately and hope u ppl could come to my game eventually.....i started school last week at prep. and msotly thats about it. ill c wut else later ight peace hugs lya since i dont update that much can u plz comment in here just to say hi so i know ur still alive. lol ~me~
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[ Fri. - August 12, '05
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hey wuts up ppl i havent updated in here in a while so might as well. i ahve been working out for soccer as everyone knows. i ahve soccer tryouts tomorrow. idk if i can p0lay thopugh but ill c wut happens. the sunflower festival was this weekend. woot! havent seen those ppl in while. well imheadin out now, ttyl hugs ~me~
"Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah) Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)..."
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[ Thu. - August 4, '05
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yea that about sums up my weekend u could say
[Intro] DRAH! 2 Fast... DRAH! 2 Furious... I'M TOO FAST FOR Y'ALL MAYN! DRAH! 2 Fast... DRAH! 2 Furious... OHH! I'M TOO FAST FOR Y'ALL MAYN!
[Chorus] AHH, you just came home from doin a bid Tell me whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL Somebody broke in and cleaned out your crib BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL Just bought a new pair and they scuffed your shoes Tell me whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL Now them cops tryna throw you in them county blues BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL
[Verse 1] Talkin about gats, traps, cops and robbers It's 9-1-1, PLEASE CALL THE DOCTOR Evacuate the building and trick the pigs Since everybody wanna piece, we gon split ya wigs See some fools slipped up and over-stepped they boundaries You about to catch a cold, STAY THE FUCK AROUND FROM ME Ya peeps talkin 'bout what kinda shits he on You disappear like "POOF, BITCH BE GONE" You think twelve gon catch me, GIMMIE A BREAK I'm super-charged with the hide-away license plate It seems they wanna finger print me and gimmie some years They'll only get one finger while I'm shifting gears I got suede on my roof. wood grain on the dash Sheep skin on the rug, +Golden Grain+ on the stash Hydraulics all around so I shake the ride We go FRONT, BACK AND SIDE TO SIDE, WHAT
[Chorus] Some punk just tripped up and made you spill your drink Tell me whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL Now your car just stopped on a empty tank BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL If you got late bills and you lost your job Tell me whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL If you about to get drunk and you ready to mob BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL
[Verse 2] Let's take it to the streets cuz I'm ready to cruise Just bought me and my cars all some brand new shoes And the people just stare so I LOVE TO PARK IT And I just put a computer in the glove compartment With the petal to the floor, radar in the GRILLE TV in the middle of my STEERING WHEEL It's my car's birthday so we BLOWIN THEM CANDLES More speakers in the trunk than my ride can handle Got my name in the headrest, read it and weep NOS tank in the back, camel hair on the seat and when I pull up to the club, I get all the affection Cuz the women love the paint and they can see their reflection I'm about to take off, so F what ya heard Because my side mirrors flap like a FUCKIN BIRD And the fools, we gon CLOCK ONE and we'll POP ONE Cuz my folk ridin shotgun with a shotgun
[Chorus] You just got hustled for a wad of cash Man whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL Now your friends just smoked up your brand new stash Say whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL Now them gulls up the block still runnin they mouth BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL If anybody talk bad about the Dirty South Tell me what I'M gon do? ACT A FOOL
[Verse 3] I got my eyes wide shut and my trunk wide open Did donuts last week and the streets still smoking See, I'm off that anti-freeze and my car is TIPSY Off the off ramp doin about a hundred and fifty Rollin through East Point, on way to Ben Hill Slide a five to the junkie to clean my windshield Got the whole crew ridin and we startin SHIT I even got a trailer hitch with the barbeque pit Now all you wanna do is get drunk and pout Plus your new name is Fire cuz we stomped you out and yeah, we blow trees and bees, that's fantastic So gulls hold ya weave while I'm weaving through traffic I kicked to fifth gear and teared the road apart You'll be like lil John Q and get a +Change of Heart+ It's one mission, two clips and some triple beams I'M ABOUT TO BLOW THIS WHOLE SHIT UP TO SMITHEREENS
[Chorus] The pot holes in the street just bentcha rims Tell me whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL MAN, THAT AIN'T STICKY, THAT'S JUST STICKS AND STEMS BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL Catch ya man with another bitch up in ya bed Ladies whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL If the bottles all gone and your eyes are red BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL
[Outro] 2 Fast, 2 Furious... 2 Fast....ACT A FOOL 2 Fast, 2 Furious... 2 Fast....ACT A FOOL
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[ Wed. - August 3, '05
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hey! finally im back from camp and up north. i was at soccer camp til sunday then i worked up north til tuesday , some fun stuff. lets c here, at soccer, well i got there friday @ lellanau schoool camp grounds, and found out i was camping in a cabin. i ended up being in the senior cabin which was sweet because we had the best times in there. anyway we had a training skills practice from 5 til 8 then a game from 8 til it got dark which was like 930. but then we went swimming in lake michigan, and the water felt pretty warm. it was about like 79 degrees outside so it wasnt that bad at all. i then went back to the cabins to unpack got to know the guys i was sleeping next to. and i stayed up til about 230am watching the chapelle show, then atlking witht the other 7 guys in our cabin.then we all woke up around 2am finding out it was like 40 degrees outside and we all sooooooo freaking cold i got lil sleep that night! the next day i got up , realized i didnt get a 1am call from lindsey....then went to breakfast at 7am. then after that we had a soccer skills training practice again then we had our first official game verse superior high or sumthing like that. i scored the second goal which was totally sweet and then i was pushed up to starting line up,which is SWEET! so anyway then we had a few other games that i had three assists in. then we had the game verse livingston. dum-dum-dum-duuuuuuum!lol uhhh it was a unique game. first when i was playing this guy would always kick the back of my calfs whenever i had the ball. then after i slide tackled him he comes up to my face and starts talkin u know the usual, "u do that to me again ill kill u" so after that u think i would actually back down.ummmmmm NO!! i pushed him from behind since he was like pushed up against me to guard the ball so i couldnt save it. he gets up and pushes me down from behind. my friend warren comes from the side (mind u warren plays hockey) anyway and like pushes/checks him. a fight started and i got punched like threee times but i got a few in there on the person who started it. anyway. that night we went to empire city to hang out right, well after drinking some dr. cherry cream, we met these three 18 year olds whom we takled to for about like 30 minutes. then they had to go, then of all ppl we c the livingston team behind us, nothing happened but wow talk about temptations....anyway.the next day we played verse lake orion. now lake orion had to run the morning 6 miles in the SAND, which mind u is hard as hell of today since they threw water ballons at our cabin and had drawn a half penis on our cabin, and as they were getting cussed out by their coach they were facing our cabin, their coaches back was to our cabin, so warren and i pointed and laughed and mooned them and it totally made my night but anyway. that day the sweeper was my "boy" that game. we had been going at it the whole game. i pushed him, he pushed me, he threatened me, so i slide-tackled him, he then cleated me and drew blood i then left my feet and cleated him at the knee and then he got up and pushed me down, he started walking away saying "yea stay down hary potter" i was like o no u didnt, i got up,(( and now i know wut is just about to happen i shouldnt have done but seriously he pushed it to far)) anyway i pushed him from behind putting my foot under his legs making him fall down warren came over and help me back while another kid from lake orion help their sweeper back and i got a yellow card and so did he. then my coach said he needed to talk to me after the game i was like great there goes my starting spot. but no the coach says good job, and says keep up being aggresive.i was like sweet. so that was my weekend and i missed u all, lindsey, resse, kirbs, alll u ppls!!!! comment because i want to hear from you all!! hugs love ya ~me~
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[ Fri. - July 22, '05
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yesterday i went to a tigers game with J.C. and her sister, her cuz, her uncle, her sisters friend andrew, and her dad and it was a ton of fun! we got sum pretty sweet seats where u had a overview of the stadium it was pretty cool. then many good convos meeting ppl. then emily "approves" of me ig uess thats a good thing...lol and then the beautiful ride home playing ABC's artists it was a great night and i thank again J.C. again alng with her sweet family for the great times. especially the harry potter reading moment, that was like reeally cute and fun! o yea and J.C. !!! i may b free this wekend maybe call up if u want to do sumthing ight? take care everyone miss u all hugs ~me~
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[ Thu. - July 21, '05
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Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life
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[ Thu. - July 21, '05
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I don't wanna make this Harder than I have to This is how it has to be There's so many things I want to say But you just don't listen to me
I don't want to hurt you You don't want to hurt me I can't stand you And you can't stand me We can't rearrange You can never change me Say goodbye Nothing I say could change your mind because
[Chorus:] I can't stay Tomorrow I'll be on my way So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed 'Cuz when you wake up I won't be there I won't be there
Everything I say You find a way to make it Sound like I was born just yesterday Everything you taught me Doesn't mean a thing So I'm going my way
I don't want to hurt you You don't want to hurt me I can't stand you And you can't stand me We can't rearrange You can never change me Say goodbye Nothing I say could change your mind because
[Chorus]
This is the last night That I spend at home And it won't take too long For you to notice Won't take long for you to find out That I'm gone
[Chorus x2]
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[ Sat. - July 16, '05
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last night was interesting, i worked almost all day then i went ot the movies basically by myself then saw the ppl i was supposed to be with for ike 30 seconds then went home and talked to ppl on the fone for a whiel since i finally got back my cell fone. well im erally bummed ut about not seeing anyone soo ill go ill ttyl call plz try to make it after 9pm when u call thanks bye ~me~
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[ Sat. - July 16, '05
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[Intro - Lil' Jon] Usher... Lil' Jon... Ludacris...
[Usher (with Lil' Jon)] Yeah, man Once again, it's on (It's on) You know we had to do it again, right?
[Lil' Jon] We had to do it again, boy Want you to sing to these ladies, man
[Usher (with vocalizing)] (Ohh-oh-oh-ohh) A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it... (Ohh-oh-oh-ohh) Let's do it...
[1st Verse - Usher] Baby, how ya doin'? Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind, And I'm, Got me fiendin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone, Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on, V.I.P. done got way too crowded, I'm about to end up callin' it a night, You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it the scene, Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with me She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah," "'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind," "Don't mean to sound impatient, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..."
[Chorus - Usher] Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah) Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...
[2nd Verse - Ludacris] Sometimes wanna be your lover, Sometimes wanna be your friend, Sometimes wanna hug ya, Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins, Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable, Used to play back then, now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable, I could be your Bud, you could beat me up, Play-fight in the dark, then we both make love, I'd do anything just to feel your butt, Why you got me so messed up? I don't know, but you gotta stop trippin', Be a good girl now, turn around, and get these whippings, You know you like it like that, You don't have to fight back, Here's a pillow - bite...that, And I'll be settin' seperate plays, So on all these separate days, Your legs can go they separate...ways...
[Chorus - Usher] Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby) Tell me again (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Make sho' you right, before you choose)...
[3rd Verse - Lil' Jon] I's been know you fo' a long time (shawty), But fuckin' never crossed my mind (shawty), But tonight, I seen sumthin' in ya (shawty), That made me wanna get wit 'cha (shawty), But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me (shawty), And a nigga never ever dreamed to be (shawty), Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin' (shawty), Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' (shawty), Are you sure you wanna go this route? (shawty), Let a nigga know before I pull it out (shawty), I would never ever cross the line (shawty), Shawty, let me hear ya tell me one mo' time...one mo' time...
[Chorus - Usher] Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby) Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again)...
[Outro - Usher] Oh-oh-hoo Oh-oh-hoo Oh-oh-hoo-ohhhh-yeaaah...
[Ludacris (with Lil' Jon)] Please tell your Lovers and Friends, That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!) Please tell your Lovers and Friends, That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again, that's right (Hey!! (Hey!!) Please tell your Lovers and Friends, That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!)...
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[ Tue. - July 12, '05
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i went the fanfest after dropping amrc off at the bus station to got to ohio for his college thing visit thing. i got a sweet hat from bristol and it looks sweet adn i want to see how to get more s i can get all my brothers and sisters one around here.lol hopefully i can hang out with some ppl, later since im reallllllllly bored. i was going to tlak to lindsey but then again shes ground.........grrr.....then everyone else from detroit is gone.....grrr........so where is everyone!??! if u wanna hang out call me and ill c wut can happen. but dont call my cell for i do not have it. call my house. thanx adios ~me~
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[ Fri. - July 1, '05
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Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonely So lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely, so lonely So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
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[ Thu. - June 30, '05
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ok everyone can take this and id liek everyone to tkae this thank u,
1. Who are you and what's our relationship?
2. How and where did we meet?
3. How long have you known me?
4. Tell me one good thing about myself.
5. When you first saw me, what was your first impression?
6. Colour of my eyes.
7. Have you ever had a crush on me?
8. What's one of my favourite things to do?
9. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?
10. Describe me in 3 words.
11. Do you think I'm good looking?
12. How would you describe me to someone?
13. Would you ever date me?
14. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did.
15. What do you like most about me?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. What do you think my weakness is?
18. Do you think I'll get married?
19. What makes me happy?
20. What reminds you of me?
21. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
22. When's the last time you saw me?
23. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/staying the same?
24. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
25. Are you gonna put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
26. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
27. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be and why?
28. Would you make a move on me?
29. Do I cross your mind at least once a day?
30. What would u want conerning me?
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[ Wed. - June 29, '05
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i couldnt see it comin, it was last thing i knew, i never knew wut time it was, or anything else to do,
the world jsut spun around, and i couldnt stop it from spinning i saw u leave me here today, and never knew a new beginning,
i thought the world would stop for me and never let me go, i thought that it would make u think in ways i couldnt show,
but i guess, i was wrong, i was wrong about a lot of things, i ended up seeing u again in a dfferent way, never knew wut it would bring,
u thought that i had left, but all i did was just turn the corner, i kept my eye on u, and waited for the storm to past the former,
u met him and turned away from me, it change the way i thought that day we started a new life again, and everything would just fade away.
i knew from that time on that u would never want to b the way we used to be and we erased each other from our memories
our memories would jsut go and fall out in the wind, i would c u there sitting next him i wouldnt be able to say to u anymore, because the way the wind blows is the way it goes to the shore
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[ Tue. - June 28, '05
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Last day of the rest of my life I wish I would’ve known Cause I didn’t kiss my mama goodbye
I didn’t tell her that I loved her and how much I care Or thank my pops for all the talks And all the wisdom he shared
Unaware, I just did what I always do Everyday, the same routine Before I skate off to school
But who knew that this day wasn’t like the rest Instead of taking a test I took two to the chest
Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming Everybody was running But I couldn’t hear nothing
Except gun blasts, it happened so fast I don’t really know this kid Even though I sit by him in class
Maybe this kid was reaching out for love Or maybe for a moment He forgot who he was Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged Whatever it was I know it’s because
chorus: We are, We are, the youth of the nation
Little Suzy, she was only twelve She was given the world With every chance to excel
Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell She might act kind of proud But no respect for herself
She finds love in all the wrong places The same situations Just different faces
Changed up her pace since her daddy left her Too bad he never told her She deserved much better
Johnny boy always played the fool He broke all the rules So you would think he was cool
He was never really one of the guys No matter how hard he tried Often thought of suicide
It’s kind of hard when you ain’t got no friends He put his life to an end They might remember him then
You cross the line and there’s no turning back Told the world how he felt With the sound of a gat
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Who’s to blame for the lives that tragedies claim No matter what you say It don’t take away the pain
That I feel inside, I’m tired of all the lies Don’t nobody know why It’s the blind leading the blind
I guess that’s the way the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody’s got to know
There’s got to be more to life than this There’s got to be more to everything I thought exists
chorus
i cant talk for if i do then d get involved and then there would be more .....yea......i cant, yes clare ur right im not over the hill, i cant i guess its the only way i can get over it so yea and maybe i will talk to her agian but prolly never soon. 10 mile runs rnt as fun anymore...........especially when ur running or ur life......
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[ Tue. - June 28, '05
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Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again
[Bridge:] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
[Bridge:] I dont want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight
[Bridge:] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends
[Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight
and also chris when and if u read this shut the hell upa bout wut music i listen to , because ur really pushin it!
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I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you so I should have held on tight I never should've let you go I didn't know nothing I was stupid I was foolish I was lying to myself I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you 'Cause I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling Now that I don't Hear your voice Or have your touch and kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice Oh, what I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side Right here, 'cause baby
[Chorus:] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please, 'cause We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better We belong together
I can't sleep at night When you are on my mind Bobby Womack's on the radio Singing to me 'If you think you're lonely now' Wait a minute This is too deep, too deep I gotta change the station So I turn the dial Trying to catch a break And then I hear Babyface I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things Crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life baby
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[Repeat chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please, 'cause We belong together Who am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better We belong together
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well its like a missing finger that u dont miss anymore. but it annoys u its not there. u wish u had it back but u know it wont be there any more. but i guess i have to learn how to live on. not like i have anything else to do. soccer is going well, omg i jsut read the varsity requirements ,a nd u have to be able to run a1 mile in under 6 minutes and then 3 miles in under 21 minutes. i ahvent tried yet so hopefully i think ill do much better but dang that seems just a lil hard. last night the pistons lost , grrr, i had a fun time. ok then ill ttyl hugs al round, hope to see some ppl at amandas, ~me~
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[Sounds of someone puking]
There I go--thinking of you again
[Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But from of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a Bout to rattle off some other reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you On my arm, but what do I go and do I go and get another one, now I got two Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it If you only knew how much I hated you For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who
[Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter But I thought a song would probably be a little better Instead of a letter That you'd probably just shred up--yeah I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a Paper, I'd rather let you see how Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle You're a fuckin' coke-head, I hope you fuckin' die I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut, I hope you die Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna gag-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag What else can I do, I haven't got a clue Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to But every time I think of you now, I'll I wanna do Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke
[Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you, I puke
mmmm i guess ill update here alright my side is feeling better , its looks better, and i actually had more then 4 hours of sleep tonight so yay! looking forward to amandas party! ummmm and this weekend for that matter. very busy. i thank andrew for stating a fact and now as everyhting falls even more apart, i can fully say thank u god for only making my life soo freakin short..... ~me~ leave it here
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